 The freedom, the breath, the ahhhhhhhh…..Nonnegotiable Goddess Time has evolved so abundantly in the last two months. The comfort within myself to dance, dance to the music I was listening to while walking, dance to the music in my head. Life has been driven by my own fear of those who might be judging me and I would be insane and not telling you the truth if I said I don’t give a fuck.
I had to dive deep as my body listened and felt the music take control of my body as I walked in the Florida Sun. So alive. I breathed deep, inhaling, exhaling just as deeply, my body in constant motion, even as cars drove by. I thought of how beautiful life is, and how I might be perceived dancing down the street, the only feelings I felt in the moment were happiness, joy, peace, and the high that came with that combination. Dancing, each step intentional as I danced on my journey that afternoon. In my fairy flighty ways, the underlying existential crisis of life is always sitting right there. The guarantee of this beautiful cycle is always death. We can not escape it. And on the other end of reality, there are those who were born without legs, lost their legs due to trauma, lost their ability to be happy and be able to dance, to walk. So I danced. I danced with ALL the care in the world. For those who missed their legs, for those who just simply wished they could dance. I raised my head up to the Sun and felt him shine his rays hot on my body, the wind wisping his Aquarian energy into my ears, into my breath, into my soul. I was enjoying the gifts, the privileges, that most of us take for granted, myself included, quite often. What is your dance? When do you feel most in your body? Mars inTaurus, brings our sensual senses alive, our feelings we, and our motivation to build. Mars is encapsulated in earthy Venusian energy, moving with a fierce stamina and persistence as he moves through her territory, persistently wanting her touch, luxuriating in her sensual and lavish love. His energy is much slower than his native Arian energy, and not so hot. Mars in Taurus is thoughtful, less impulsive than Mars in Aries. He wants to relish in the experience, keep the pleasure going as long as, and as easy as, possible. Where you feel this energy, the theme of this Martian energy can be found in your natal chart and pinned down even more in the charts that are specific to your evolution, your solar return, and your lunar return. For instance, no surprise that Mars traveling through first house, not only applying to my natal Chiron, but also to Uranus in Taurus, and then opposite of my Natal Taurus, woo hoo, I can expect some major shake-ups, good or bad, through the way I project myself or am perceived by others. And because I have a Splash pattern, my second, third, fourth, sixth, seventh, eight, night, eleventh, and twelfth house will all be affected. Nothing like a little life change 😉. This theme of transformation and shake-ups is reiterated in my solar return for the upcoming year of 2021, especially through relationships and the Solar Return Moon in the 8th house, a 7th house Solar Return Sun with a stellium for the second year in a row, and Progressed Moon in 7th house. It will be a year of culmination, as my angular houses landed their ecliptic points at 29 degrees in mutable signs, as a quick overlook and example. In this month’s lunar return chart, Mars and Uranus’ dance will be felt more specifically in my 11th house, a house of hopes and wishes, a place where I focus on becoming greater for the collective, on the collective consciousness of our worlds. Relationships being emphasized with the trine from Uranus to the Capricorn stellium. Nothing like repeated patterns to observe and follow the guidance provided, my intuition validated on numerous levels. Are you on the path of transformation? Are you looking for guidance and validation to that Lovely Soul of yours calling you to your true self? Astro and Card Readings are available.
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I like it deep. Take that whichever way you might, I am sure to have several connotations in that sentence. Neptune in 8th house of Sag, conjunct Vesta and Pallas, trine Venus in Aries, 12th house. Yeah, a little on the blunt side at times, often in a very sexual manner, with no qualms about talking about it. Well, anything most people are uncomfortable talking about. All the time. Well, sometimes, and that is usually when it is my own shit.This configuration has followed me through life.
It is a day of victory, the day after December’s Total Solar Eclipse. A move made felt so strongly in my gut. The twist and turns pulled, my back straightened in return, a freedom, a sense of peace, a sense of, “Oh fuck, not let’s get some other shit on the road.” It was a deeper sense of permission, as I type this, that realization of deeper permission welling up emotions, my voice, Ariel comes to mind, in my crazy mermaid world, when she got her voice back and was like, “Oh Eric!” and threw her arms around him. My Prince. I laugh, thinking of how my Eric has heard so much of my voice. So Moon in Gemini, so COVID, so Aquarian age. I am here to teach, teach connection, teach touching your Soul. What Soul is really calling for. Slow down, simplify to amplify (Thank you Marie Forleo), Honor the Yin, Honor the Yang, Honor your cycles. Honor growth. I am stepping into another house. Another place to heal in life and grow so I can be the best I can be, living the dream, inspiring your dreams. I am honoring my Yin, honoring the cycles so that I can best show up and hold space for the energy that I encounter. Touch has been my background for years. The facilitation of healing infinite. The knowledge of medicine is amazing, but the ultimate is the spiritual end of it. We have an insane amount of responsibility for our bodies which equals an immense amount of strength and power. Our emotions are so powerful. I feel it in my body. I feel it in every single knot that I have massaged of clients’ bodies, myofascially released, using piezoelectricity if you want to get all sciency about it. Such a Sun square Moon conflict in my life! Lovely added duplicity of Jupiter conjunct Moon in Gemini...add a scatterbrain conversation, as we can clearly see above. But the summary of that paragraph is that we hold a whole lot of unnecessary shit in our body. Like years, or more, sometimes, maybe lifetimes. Just depends on your belief, either way. My fingers slide to them like hungry magnets, holding, moving, concentrating on breathing and release. When I lay hands on muscle on skin, it is innate to move to the spots of necessary healing. So here we go with an OCD (Pluto) passion for the stars and wider, more broad spectrum of mutual healing as I contract to expand and create a different life that matches the frequency calling me, the repetitive signs and synchronicities as I follow my passion, follow my Freedom (Uranus) , balance my emotions, respect my obligations (dance with Saturn). I have no desire to predict the future of the collective. I do have every desire to look at the astro weather, prepare for the possibilities of how the celestial energy can be provoked and worked with. I believe that those of us aware of the energy and our own energy, can choose to work with the more positive aspects of that energy, no matter how heavy the planet. I would rather feel heavy at the top instead of sink heavy to the bottom. I also feel that when we work on our own energy, we add to the collective and the butterfly effect is amazing. I mean, science just proved we can create barriers around the Earth without even being aware of it, (oh wait a minute…..I might need to think on that one). Yeah, the sound waves created from submarines and numerous nuclear explosions have created a human made barrier in space. Okay, so back to our energy. I love looking at the stars and creating a recipe, really, just putting a spin on the recipe the heavens have configured and helping others work with that recipe in their customized way. Always feeling the need to embrace one soul at a time and follow my calling no matter which medium it is expressed in. |
