..............................................Kissed By a Kangaroo...............................................

               I woke up this morning, in between worlds as I often do, with a big ol’ kangaroo licking and kissing my face. Now one might think I am totally insane, but I can promise you, you are not the first, and definitely, will not be the last. I think the kangaroo was trying to get me out of bed, as well as my three kitties kneading their way on top of me, their persistence did not match mine, because I pushed my kitties off and went back to bed to argue with myself.
                It is a time in my life where I am sorting through another huge transformation. Stuck and paralyzed in a combination of emotions, not quite sure how to approach my website and bring together all of me, when in fact, that is the whole point of Dibble Dabble, oh My My Jupiter. I have been all over the place living experiences I manifested, including this aspect of life now. Not something I was aware of during my Great Awakening.
                So in the midst of this imposter syndrome and letting it go, and the vulnerability of speaking about my fears, emotions, and being stuck in the mud. I bring my newly recognized spirit animal to the scene, kangaroo. I am a chic who has thrived of being a spiritual warrior, with my 12th house in Aries and a stellium of Mercury, Venus, the South Node and Eros, I have lived this life before, had training, but in the 12th house, it is about bringing that subconscious to light. Regrooving these neural pathways, that only I am capable of. By no coincidence, this stellium opposes Pluto retrograde, reiterating the importance of psychology and power of the mind in everyday life, and true to the interpretation of my chart, I have had many a lessons built upon each other that have brought me to this point.
                It was August 17th, the day Mars in Taurus was conjunct my Ascendant, that I woke up in another one of those In between world moments and the phrase “Kangaroo” was loud and clear. I love those moments in life and thank my gifts of clairs- for these. It was only a few weeks before that I was “told to go to the bank and take care of shit today,” that saved my ass from having all my accounts closed and collections being called in in 3 days. A fine example here of Nessus in Pisces conjunct my natal Sun, a Saturn Opposition in the 4th and 10th houses, and an attack from someone who used to be close who decided to exact some unnecessary vengeance on my accounts.
                Did I mention how grateful I am for my clairs- and actually listening to them! So up and about, I pulled my Steven Farmer’s book out, Spirit Animals, and Duck Duck Go’ed, “kangaroo totem.” A moment of beautiful bliss with promise for the future. I mean, think of their legs, so strong, so powerful. I can feel the momentum as I watched videos of kangaroos hopping across Australia. And their loving demeanor on some of the videos. Oh, I just want to walk up to one and give it a kangaroo massage!!
                Kangaroos represent family, foundation, support, and the ability to gain momentum when things are starting off slow. They also represent abundance. And they are amazing. Did you know that after a joey is born and crawls into Mom’s pouch, these kangaroos mate and can conceive shortly after, stalling gestation until the joey in the pouch leaves 9-10 months later. Freaking amazing. Nature is amazing and miraculous. People, remember how amazing nature can be…. Even when it comes to our own bodies.
                So as kangaroo integrates into my life, I look forward to this crazy journey of my second Great Awakening. I am two thirds of the way there through rock bottom. The silver lining of letting my wounds and experience work for others. Transformation is a process, my pattern, one of around three years of everything falling apart, the big lesson in Faith and its many layers, and then life starts to work its way into a synchronistic bliss. The biggest lesson here in recognizing that one, I manifested all of this, from the get-go to now, two, that brings more power to my situation in the awareness and knowing that I am and will created each chapter around life’s circumstances, and three, that transformation will happen again, and I will be more prepared in the ways I was not prepared for this time around.
                Beautiful, beautiful life…. Adieu, my Soul Tribe. Stay intentional in each and every day!